Anne2Snakie

It never seems to end. I find out today from my mother, on the phone, that while I have been in the hospital with Rudy, that my STEPFATHER HAS HAD A STROKE and no one was telling me becauser they didn't want me to worry more.

God wants me to drink again. I swear. My back injury, Rudy's cardiac event, my emergency c-section, my uterine infection, my in-laws raising my children, Rudy's heart surgery, my stepfather's stroke...

My stepfather is basically fine- he has some left-sided weakness and when he does the "raise your left arm and touch your nose with your finger" exercise, he'll touch his eye... his mouth droops and his speech is somewhat slurred, his gag reflex is gone so he chokes on thin liquids... he's out of the hospital and going to get therapy soon.

The only real thing thing that stops me from drinking ANYTHING again is the knowledge that once I start I will never stop.

But MAN it's hard.

Anne

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