Friday, November 05, 2004
I Am Going To Counseling Now
Money stress, the stress of my back injury, the stress of Rudy's CONTINUING health issues, the stress of taking care of my kids as best I can and mostly not being able too... I finally had to find a place in town where I could find an impartial third-party where I could talk because I HAVE BEEN GOING FUCKING INSANE. Literally. No joke. I've been DYING inside. Suicidal ideation. And don't EVEN say "Well, think of the kids- what sort of life would they have?" THAT has been adding stress on top of stress. I've been stretched tighter than a drum and there has been NO FURTHER I CAN STRETCH. So badly that I've been typing in all caps! ^_^
I have been trying to write, but NOTHING is coming out right. It all sucks. And we paid our lawyer today, so he is now actually OUR lawyer- it's official. Bankruptcy, Here We Are.
Not everything is terrible tho. Just mostly. It just FEELS horrible.
Anne
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I have been trying to write, but NOTHING is coming out right. It all sucks. And we paid our lawyer today, so he is now actually OUR lawyer- it's official. Bankruptcy, Here We Are.
Not everything is terrible tho. Just mostly. It just FEELS horrible.
Anne
Anne2Snakie's Snake Swallowings Site
The Girl Flesh Forum
My Hopefully Spam Proof Email Address:
anne2snakie AT yahoo DOT com
I think you can figure out how to type that into the TO: line : )
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