Anne2Snakie

44764 and 18072. Remember these numbers. There MAY be a test at the end of the hour. Hold your pencils point side DOWN and keep your feet flat on the ground. Ignore the man behind the curtain. Check your wallets- I.D. cards have been known to vanish. Get in, sit down, hang on, and SHUT UP.

Anyways. Baraka Bashad means "may the blessings be", iff'n y'alls care. It's a blessing in ECKANKAR, a religion I used to follow and still sorta believe in, given my athiestic habits and agnostic ways.

Which is stranger still that later this month, I, Rudy, and Robbie are all going to be baptised into the Mormon church. Wow. How am I going to justify this to myself, since I CAN'T lie to them or myself? Especially since I reject the divinity of Jesus Christ? That's a tough one. We've been having Mormon missionaries come to the house every week.

Man o man. And here I am, an active fetish pornographic author ^_^

Just thought I'd fill y'all in. The drugs I am on NORMALLY make me kinda fuzzy and concentration is difficult; when my back RILLY hurts (which is happening more and more often) I get pain meds that make me even FUZZIER. If you can imagine that.

Take care and see ya soon. Remember: icq 8692176, aim: anne2snakie msn:anne2snakie yahoo: anne2snakie

Anne

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Hey, I wrote myself a weird short story, non-vore. I'll be posting it on my site in the next day or so, depending on how the drugs let me feel. Baraka bashad, y'all!

Anne

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Blogger has been eating my posts lately- javascript errors and the like. Hence my lack of posts. Will this one work? Only time will tell!

Anne

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Or stop being so fricking lazy about it. But then, life has still been pritty bad, tho things are mellowing out. The bankruptcy is done (tho we still have to surrender our stuff); Rudy is doing very well right now- his heart failure is being handled medically and quite well at the time being; my physical health is pritty good except that my back is getting WORSE and I walk with a cane now...

But my depression is still horrible. I take 450 mgs of Wellbutrin daily and 225 mgz of Effexor daily and I STILL am depressed. The other day I was about to start cutting myself again with a razor blade, but Rudy walked into the bathroom JUST in time (I hid the razor, but told him about what I was doing later).

And I have found it SO hard to write right now. Not just the time thing- watching three kids is EXHAUSTING, especially when your back doesn't rilly hold up to the activity. When I hit the end of the night and I have like 3 free hours, I am so tired I can't write. So I am somewhat backlogged on request stories, stories of my own, and maintaining my site. Fuck.

Let me repeat that for those of you in the studio audience who missed that the first time around. Fuck.

Take care and be well!! Baraka Bashad.

Anne

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