Monday, May 30, 2005
I am so tired.
Rudy was set to come home today. Today was supposed to be a happy day.
This morning Rudy had another stroke.
I am so tired. I actually made a joke to one of Rudy's friends who came to visit, only it wasn't rilly a joke at all. I said, "Today would be good day to be an alcoholic. So you can stop feeling." And I was serious.
Lots of suicidal ideations today while I was with my husband in the hospital. Life just doesn't stop. And it hasn't been good for almost 2 years now. My marriage is good, that's not the issue. What the problem is is our health, or money, or lives.
He isn't doing well and it's killing me.
Anne
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This morning Rudy had another stroke.
I am so tired. I actually made a joke to one of Rudy's friends who came to visit, only it wasn't rilly a joke at all. I said, "Today would be good day to be an alcoholic. So you can stop feeling." And I was serious.
Lots of suicidal ideations today while I was with my husband in the hospital. Life just doesn't stop. And it hasn't been good for almost 2 years now. My marriage is good, that's not the issue. What the problem is is our health, or money, or lives.
He isn't doing well and it's killing me.
Anne
Anne2Snakie's Snake Swallowings Site
The Girl Flesh Forum
My Hopefully Spam Proof Email Address:
anne2snakie AT yahoo DOT com
I think you can figure out how to type that into the TO: line : )
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