Anne2Snakie

I got a speeding ticket today. Yay. Money we can't afford to pay. I had sorta forgotten I was driving at the time. Then, afterwards, I was in a very dangerous state of mind. While I was with Rudy, I was mentally very close to The Edge. There is a sheer cliff very close to me in my mind, and sometimes I walk very close to that sheer precipice. Today I could see the rocks at the base of the cliff.

We are trying to get Rudy into a rehab place. Should be there tomorrow, where he can get the rehab he needs to come home and live life as normally as he can now. We've been trying for about 2 weeks now and we are BOTH just exhausted mentally, emotionally, intellectually, and spiritually.

I can barely keep my eyes open. At ANY time of the day while I am with Rudy in the hospital. And especially right now.

I am trying to be creative, have started two stories. One is a request, the other is an unbirthing story of my own devise. I have gotten farther on the unbrthing story, actually, tho I also have been working on settings for stories of late.

Anything to keep from thinking about what is REALLY happening in my life.

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