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Sunday, August 07, 2005

Oh The Humanity 

There are times I want to paint the walls in my own blood. But there isn't enough blood in a body to do maybe one or two walls, and I'd pass out from blood loss WAY before I got anything meaningful done.

Not today tho, that's not going to happen. Rudy's doing as well as he can be expected. He can walk with his crutches, and has some use back in his left hand tho his speech gets all slow and he finds it hard to push the words out. He's gotten so much exPERience at having strokes, it's like having it down to a fine art. Pass me the wine dahling. No, not a glass, the bottle. Thank you, dahling.

I slept wrong (how can you fucking SLEEP wrong, my younger readers ask, in that snotty way the young have) the other night and woke up with both of my legs numb from the waist to my ankles. Yesterday I got most of the feeling back, except for some numb spots on my upper thighs. This morning, I woke up and most of the numbness was gone from my right leg, and the numbness on my left leg was slowly going away.

It has been replaced by Burning Pinched Irritated Actual Fire Under My Skin Nerve Pain. Just touching the skin gently with my fingertips is LITerally like it was on fire, stripped and torn, and the gentle touch was lashing the wound with a whip soaked in rubbing alcohol.

God loves us, and Heavenly Father wishes for each of us to have love and joy on this earth. And Rudy and I have been repeatedly buttfucked, with no lubrication, with a masochists All New Extra Pounding Anal Destroyer where the settings are stuck on 'Literal Ass Destoyer' and there is no OFF switch, ever since our first wedding anniversary.

Some people might like that. We don't. I was talking with a friend of mine today, and she was talking about how when Rudy and I got married, there was such joy around us. You could see and feel it on and around us. And since then- well, read again the above paragraph about Anal Destroyer, et al.

I literally do not know what I am going to do.

Anne

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