Wednesday, August 03, 2005
Why Does Fate Tempt Me With Sweet Death?
I don't understand things in our universe, nor if there is or is not a God. Why do I say this? Because while I was at the nursing home, Rudy was telling me how he had a terrible headache, and his left arm was numb, and he was very dizzy. So I contacted the nurse. And after a time, after various nurses and doctors were consulted, we sent him to the hospital e.r. where i followed in my own vehicle.
Where, when I got there, I discovered he was in the process oif having another stroke.
The only man I have ever loved. The father of our beautiful children. A young man (in that I am, at 41, a young woman). And he is in the hospital again recovering from his SECOND FUCKING EMBOLISTIC STROKE. Can there actually be a God? I don't understand this universe or the rules within it.
If he dies, I will die. Because I will ensure this. Through confusion and despair, rilly.
I am so, so tired.
Anne
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Where, when I got there, I discovered he was in the process oif having another stroke.
The only man I have ever loved. The father of our beautiful children. A young man (in that I am, at 41, a young woman). And he is in the hospital again recovering from his SECOND FUCKING EMBOLISTIC STROKE. Can there actually be a God? I don't understand this universe or the rules within it.
If he dies, I will die. Because I will ensure this. Through confusion and despair, rilly.
I am so, so tired.
Anne
Anne2Snakie's Snake Swallowings Site
The Girl Flesh Forum
My Hopefully Spam Proof Email Address:
anne2snakie AT yahoo DOT com
I think you can figure out how to type that into the TO: line : )
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