Anne2Snakie

Here is one of my babies! Torn from my very womb via c-section, no less!



I'm the one holding the baby in the fuzzybear suit, not the other way around : )

Anne

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Not everything in my life is horrible. I have 3 wonderful children that I threaten with death on a fair basis : ) I have a wonderful husband I am trying desperately to keep alive. I have a place to live, food to eat, transportation. I even have a 45 day free trial at AOL to stay online at no charge : )

I also have my morbid and sexually charged fascination with seeing/reading about women being swallowed whole and digested alive. Nude women. With shaved crotches, though I have a fair jungle between my own legs.

And I like hamsters. They are small, warm, fuzzy. If you keep the cage clean, they smell like cedar chips, assuming you use cedar chips for bedding. If you use newspaper, I guess they would smell like newsprint. But I used to use cedar chips and the hamsters smelled nice and cedary.

Any world with hamster in it can't be THAT bad.

Anne

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I was using PeoplePCOnline (as you may have noticed from a previous post) when yesterday my dailer for them broke. I kept getting an "unknown dialer error". Odd. Couldn't dial out any more. So I had to run to a local pharmacy where they had free AOL disks... I think you can guess the rest of THAT... now I am using my free AOL time. I tried logging on to the peoplepconline web site, and it says I am unknown there! Man.

So I have to cancel them, if I have not already been canceled by them... and I spent the THIRTY MINUTES downloading the 6 megabyte Sunbird calender program from Mozilla at 4 Kbps... Have I mentioned that dialup sucks? I am using Sunbird to remind me when I have to cancel dialups... and other things of course : )

I am slowly getting used to (well, relearning how to get used to) the fact that with dialup you do one thing at a time. One website at a time. Download a program or other file, and you don't do anything else with the modem until it's done. These are things I USED to know, but had forgotten because I wasn't CRIPPLED BY DIALUP for a few years.

Bitter? Moi?

Defense of Language: You would probably not know it by looking at me, but if you read my writing you know I am no stranger to profanity and base language. But that's the same of everyone- rarely can you actually KNOW who a person is just by looking at them. What is this leading up to?

I LIKE the word "cunt". Not for describing a PERSON- that is ALWAYS wrong. But when talking about my, or other women's cunts, I like the word. It's not "cutesy" like pussy, it's not "male slangy" like snatch (I HATE that word!). It's simple, basic. Lets you know that it's for sex, it's in your face (figuratively : ), it's not being euphimistic.

I KNOW I am in the minority, even among the male friends I have (and VERY few of the women I am friends with like the words at ALL).

Just thought I'd let you all know. Oh, and by the way, I have been expressing suicidal ideations.

Anne

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I seem to hate a LOT of things, don't I?

Anyways, Rudy went back to his sleep study the other week, and apparently he doesn't have sleep apnea so they don't know WHAT is happening (I have NEVER heard him snore, so I could have told them THAT). On the other hand, Rudy is WAY depressed still... and he's taking a synthetic morphine for chest wall pain and that zones him out bad. He spends most of his day sitting in a chair, watching TV, zoned.

I am SO fucking frightened. We have three children now, I've only had him for 2 1/2 years, and I am so scared he's going to be dead soon because seems to have given up. So much has happened to him in his life. He's just so, so tired.

I don't know what to do.

Anne

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Bitch.

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Peoplepconline has what seems the best deals for online dialup service. Netzero was the cheapest, but there were some issues and questions I had that they couldn't answer on their FAQ page. Netscape was cheap as well, but I couldn't find out if there were service numbers in my area without joining first. That kind of sucks. Pricewise, Peoplepconline is right in the middle, and it has access numbers. For dialup, it has what I need.

I don't think my family has fully realised what dialup and my internet addiction means tho : ) I am online a LOT these days.

I am a horrible mother. Not really, but my depression is allconsuming and paralyzing.

Anne

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My in-laws canceled ALL extra phone services beyond basic phone service. Which included DSL service. My email and newsgroups are gone, and I will only have web surfing until the 28th, at which time *POINK* and that pops like a bubble as well.

Well, we ARE filing for bankruptcy, or attempting to... and we can't afford much of anything at all... so I am HOPING we can maybe afford to get me dial-up cheap-ass basic service, from like netscape or peoplepconline... sigh.

Anne

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I came home from taking my husband to an appt. and discovered that my email account was canceled. Chatting with a customer service rep, turns out my account has been turned off. My DSL, that is. Dunno why, but they say I have to reorder DSL to get things back. Trying to let people know before they switch EVERYTHING off!!

Back soon, I hope!

Anne

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I discovered this all by my little lonesome : )

It's hard to type tonight. Getting to be very chilly, and since my hands are made of human flesh they tend to 'freeze up' when it gets cold. Doesn't help that I am getting old and getting a touch of arthritis in the joints of my right hand. And that maggots are writhing in the meat of my body. Wait- strike that.

I'm writing more 'vore porn DVD' stories. right now it's a 'woman swallowing gazelle' piece. I was telling Rudy about it last night in bed. He thinks I'm crazy with my vore stuff- he doesn't find it sexy at all, even when I tell him it's naked WOMEN being swallowed whole : )

Anyways.

Anne

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Posting a story here that I actually posted to all the forums as well. For those of you that make it here and don't ever make it to any of the forums. And, dammit, there's something wrong with my forum and mozilla's firefox. I use firefox, and my forum doesn't work in it. You have to use an IE based browser, or maybe Opera, haven't tried that yet, to make it work. Shucks.

Anyway, as to the short, here we go!
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Greta was, in some ways, a 'typical' porn star. She was a petite woman, barely topping five foot 2 in stocking feet and only broke one twenty five when she was sopping wet and wearing a towel. Her breasts had been augmented many times over the years- while they were only of medium size when compared to other, bustier, porn starlets, they were slightly larger than basketballs and only marginally less firm. Her blonde hair was usually wound into a thick 'tail which hung down to just above the crack of her ass. Her legs were, for her height, long and lean and very tight, meeting at her taut buttocks and clean shaved crotch. Her eyes were a startling green, her face an appealing heart shape and she had avoided the collegen in the lips- she wanted 'cocksucker' lips, but hated the idea of needles in her lips. She tended to wear conservative 'porn starlet' chic when working or at the Vegas conventions- four inch stiletto 'pony' pumps, tight black mini around her ass with no panties, a TIGHT white tee one size too small (her favorite had a pic of a giraffe head and neck, the words 'deep throat' next to it) and no bra under, and her 'tail hanging loose, braided with black leather strips.

She performed in flicks with men, with women, with men and women; she performed in flicks with only machines as her partners (not her favorite- machines don't listen. Not that most men did either). She had very few taboos- in one flick she had had a small watermelon inserted so far up her rectum and into her large intestine she had looked pregnant and she'd almost required surgery removing it; in another, she HAD required medical attention when they couldn't remove the TWO unopened quart jars of mustard from her vagina on the set. She'd earned an amazing point of pride from her fellow starlets when she'd not only deep throated the ENTIRE length of Long John Woodenstein's freak fourteen inch penis but taken his overlarge testicles in her mouth as well.

She'd done it all, damn near. Some of the starlets had the bondage scene sewn up, and another starlet had had to have her implants repaired countless times- her gig was having her breasts pierced through with spikes, needles, knifes, and large wooden dowels. Devon's scene was all about her groin piercings, implants, locks and chains. Her crotch was literally shut with lock and key. She carried sixteen pounds of metal between her legs, and her lips were freakish by now- when she was unlocked, her lips could wrap fully around a man's head and down around his neck. It took almost a half hour to unlock her cunt.

But now she was debating entering the new field of 'vore porn'. It was new, it was exciting, it was freaky-deaky. Her friend, also a starlet, was into vore porn and had done a few movies. Well, 'had been' was the operative term- vore porn was a new field, and there were mistakes still being made. Erica had been doing lion vore porn, and the lion's jaws were supposed to be paralysed by the anesthesia. Erica was lowered into the jaws of the lion until she'd been swallowed up to her armpits (making sure her overlarge breasts pushed up and almost obscuring her face). From her perch inside the lion, with the rest of her body tight inside the lion's throat and her feet actually inside the lion's stomach, she performed, and had performed upon her, a number of sexual acts involving her own mouth and throat. Sadly, the lion had hiccuped during one rough take when Long John was fucking her face hard, and it had managed to swallow. The last she'd ever seen of Erica was in the X-ray of the lion 2 hours after the swallow- Erica's body was curled up tight in the lion's stomach, and digestion was well underway. Greta had a copy of the DVD, and she'd watched in extreme slo-mo as the lion swallowed, watching Erica's surprised face, frothed in semen, vanishing down the lion's throat, followed by her freaskishly large breasts (also slimed in thick gobs of semen). Then her long arms vanished into the lion's throat, and her thin hands going, going, gone.

Greta had masturbated many times to that DVD,and had her own copies of the X-rays.

Vore porn excited Greta, and she had her sites set deep on it. It was a new field, an exciting field, and she was thinking that it could be big. And later today she was going to talk with Herb Van Beek about an animal she hadn't seen done yet in vore porn (and she had DVDs of Erica in the lion, and gazelle vore, and elephant vore, and horse vore)- snakes.

Now THAT would be cool, and she wanted to star in THOSE; she could see herself at the conventions, signing DVD covers of herself in the snake vore porn.

Made her wet just thinking about it.

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Anne

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I saw this post on a forum (big-gulp) from some Kristine about vore and why people like it, and it tied into an email I got from some individual about vore. And I thot I would explain again for the masses why I started liking vore, what changed my liking about vore, and how I feel about vore right now.

Skipping how I discovered vore (as defined by people being eaten alive by animals/aliens/monsters/other people), I had always wanted the person being eaten to be me. Every man or woman I read about I pretended was ME. And after a time, I began to fantasize about what became my favorite animal to swallow me whole and alive: a giant snake.

I was also drinking by this time, and my self esteem was plunging the more I drank over time. I ended up with a mighty horrible case of low self esteem, total self hatred and vicious self loating. So my death fetish was tied in with self hatred, and I wanted to be eaten by a snake not only because I found the idea sexy and exciting, but because I also hated myself and wanted to die.

To recap then: every person I ever read about being eaten alive, was me. Every woman I wrote stories about being eaten alive, was me. Every picture I looked at where a woman was being eaten alive, was me. I found it sexy and exciting for two reasons. They were being eaten alive, which I found sexy and sexually exciting as hell, and she/me was going to die. And that was my fantasizing about escape from the hell my life had become.

When I went into rehab and quit drinking, my self esteem started coming back. I no longer wanted to die. This took away one of the primary reasons I enjoyed vore. I liked vore to a small degree because it was generic People being eaten- this I found exciting, but by now only to a small degree. I used to LOVE vore because it was ME being eaten alive, to die.

To recap: after I quit drinking, I no longer wanted to die, and so lost my primary enjoyment of vore.

I still wanted to enjoy what I had enjoyed for so long. After all, I wanted to enjoy many of the things I used to- music, films, etc etc. I also wanted to keep my enjoyment in vore, tho by this time it had dwindled to almost NOTHING. So I figured I had to find a way to work my head around this. If I no longer wanted to die, that didn't mean I couldn't care about OTHER people dying, did it? : )

So I wrapped my head around the idea of trying to enjoy OTHER women being eaten alive. And since I had already discovered I was bi (before I got married, I was dating another woman and we were an intensely sexual couple), I could also enjoy it from that angle- it being a WOMAN being eaten alive. (I collect internet porn- pics of both naked men AND naked women, as well as story porn, for all that THAT knowledge is worth : )

And that is where I am at right now. I have managed to reach a point where I enjoy vore now NOT because *I* want to die, but because I find OTHER people dying by being eaten alive sexually exciting. I didn't say I was LESS of a sickie, did I? ; )

Seeing someone's photo manip of a snake with a woman's feet sticking out of it's mouth, SECONDS away from it's jaws closing, her body taking the trip to the snake's stomach is SEXY and SEXUALLY EXCITING for me. I almost feel jealous : )

The next post, prolly seconds away from this one being posted, is about my life and Rudy's health.

Anne

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And I don't know how to add my site to your RSS ATOM capable news aggregator, but this blog IS RSS enabled. I use Mozilla Firefox, and one of the extensions is called SAGE- it's a news aggregator right in the browser. When I go to my blog and click the little magnifying glass to Find News, it comes right up with my site. That's the best I can tell you, other than that. I just did a "properties" on the link, and it comes up as "http://anne2snakie.blogspot.com/atom.xml", so maybe that's it.

Anyway, Rudy is out of the hospital, my depression AND his are HORRIBLE. He's getting a sleep study done (apparently the 'freezing' when he had his heart surgery damaged the breathing section of his brain) to determine what kind of sleep aid machine (bi-pap or c-pap) he needs.

And we're going to HAVE to declare bankruptcy. This is TERRIBLE, with neither of us working.

Anne

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I spent Thursday night and most of Friday in the hospital. I had radioactive dye injected into me (I couldn't even hold my BABY for a few days afterward because I was radioactive!!) and they followed the dye in a Modern Medicine machine to see what was happening inside me.

End result- no clue. The ultra-sound I had done came back clear. The nuclear medicine (two words that don't RILLY belong together) test said everything was working fine.

And there is STILL this horrible pain in my upper right quadrant of my abdomen.

I "celebrated" my birthday last month on the 25th of September. I am now 41. Thanks for all the congratulatory emails.

Rudy is in the hospital again. AGAIN. On Monday night he started choking in the middle of the night, couldn't breathe, was very dizzy. The next afternoon everything was worse. He had severe shortness of breath, dizzyness, weakness, pain in his chest (2 types. 1) felt like incredible pressure. 2) felt very sharp). So we took him into the ER where at about 1 that night he was admitted.

I have three beautiful children. I have a loving husband (tho he is hospitalised). And I have severe, uncontrolled depression. The antidepressant I am taking, Welbutrin SR (180 mgs b.i.d.) seems to be doing jack other than taking away my appetite. Which isn't actually true- my rapid spiral into Hell has been slowed somewhat. There is a Nightmare behind my eyes, inside my head.

I almost feel like cutting myself again. I don't feel like drinking, thank the God I don't believe in, but I want to hurt myself. To punish myself. I am feeling the same horrific depression I used to have while drinking.

Anne

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