Anne2Snakie

Rudy was set to come home today. Today was supposed to be a happy day.

This morning Rudy had another stroke.

I am so tired. I actually made a joke to one of Rudy's friends who came to visit, only it wasn't rilly a joke at all. I said, "Today would be good day to be an alcoholic. So you can stop feeling." And I was serious.

Lots of suicidal ideations today while I was with my husband in the hospital. Life just doesn't stop. And it hasn't been good for almost 2 years now. My marriage is good, that's not the issue. What the problem is is our health, or money, or lives.

He isn't doing well and it's killing me.

Anne

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Literally SECONDS after I wrote the last post, I got a call from the hospital- Rudy is now in ICU for better monitoring and to get a larger IV put in to get fluids into him. His blood pressure was bad- 48 over 32. Amazing how he can even FUNCTION at that low a level. So now he's in ICU and I'm alone in the dark because my m-i-l- has my children for the night.

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I am just not in the mental space necessary for being creative and vorish and sexy. Rudy is back in the hospital- after a late blood-draw today, his doctor called us AT HOME and told me to take him to the hospital. Now. One of his meds has damaged his kidney function. Again. So I took him to the hospital while my mother-in-law took the kids. I left him there a bit ago and came to type this. He's exhausted all the time and was just about to take a nap when the doc called. He's got an IV to get some fluids into him, and they are putting in a PIC line tomorrow (I can't remember what the acronym stands for except for the Peripheral part, but it's a catheter that runs from like, say, your elbow straight to your heart.

I am so scared that I may lose my wonderful man FAR sooner than I should. I'm still stetched tight as a drum- if I lost him, I don't know what I would do.

Anne

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because I am anal-retentive.

I HAVE NO ANUS!!

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No, I mean seriously, you look like someone I know. Are you sure- really? Well, if you say so.

That's a mighty big snake you have there, and *wink* I don't mean the one in your pants. Sorry! I'm usually not so forward, must have been the scotch. I don't usually drink, you see, and I was supposed to meet someone here and well, I decided to- I'm sorry, I rattle on so. I can't blame THAT on the drinking, much to my regret.

Oh, it's a Burmese python? It's beautiful. I've never seen one so large before. I've only seen them in the zoo before, and they were big, but not as big as this one. Thirty three feet long? Wow, that's huge! Nice of it to curl up for you like that or it'd be tripping the other drinkers!

What does a Burmese python eat anyway? I imagine it would cost a fortune to keep it fed. Isn't that expensive, an entire hog? I've seen those- they're bigger than I am, and this snake doesn't seem THAT thick around! It's not even as big around as my waist! Really? They can swallow something that big? Amazing.

How sweet of you to buy me another drink! Mmmm, I love scotch. Makes me all woozled though *giggle*. Oh, I have to pee. I'll be right back.

Thank you for waiting, and another scotch waiting for me too! *whisper* I'll tell you a secret- I've got my panties in my purse now. Mmmm, scotch. I know, I drank this one too fast, I'm getting really woozled now! *laugh* No, I couldn't do that! Are you serious?

You've spent so much on scotch and soda for me! And here I am just getting more and more woozled. If I have to get up to pee, I'm not sure I wouldn't stumble or even walk close to a straight line! *laugh* You're right on that score! *guzzle* I normally don't drink this much, but we're having such a good time, that- and thank you! This must make what? five or six you've paid for? That's easily over thrifty- thirfty- t-h-i-r-t-y dollars you've spent! You're such a nice man. And you have such a nice snake. Maybe tonight you could show me your snake too- *giggle*

You really want me to do that? Woobn't that hurt? I don't like pain. *laugh* You're right there! I think I could bang my head on this table and I proba-bably woobn't feel it! And there are people here, I'd be embra-embarbas- I really AM woozled! *laugh* Okay, you sweet man you, as long as you buy me one last scoft. Scoshed. SCOTCH and soda.

I love the taste of scotch.

I'm not gonna bother folding these simce I won't be needing them amymore. *blush* Thank you, they are nice. Real too- no silly- sillico- you know, the thing they put in your boobs. *laugh* Yeah, I shave everyday- my crotch itches horritly if I don't. *whisper* Feels WAY better when fucking.

This carpet feels nice. I should have laid- lied- gotten down on the floor before this. Mmmm, I cood just fall asleep. But I won't, don't worry! I promblise. Prolish. PROMISE.

**to be continued next post**

Anne


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I just wanted to start posting more. So this is basically a nonsense post, albiet with a nice paragraph for some of you. Take care all and see yez!

--with my body held tight in the muscular length of the snake throat, and my head at the back of it's mouth, just inside the beginning of the throat and one of my arms still extends forward. although the snake's jaws are open now only an inch or more, leaving me closer and closer to the final darkness, my fingers are running against the lower lip of the snake that has almost finished swallowing me whole and alive. soon the jaws will shut and i will start to suffocate as the smooth movements of the snake move me closer and closer to the snake's stomach. i whimper only a little as i am swallowed down a further few inches and the jaws shut tight and all i can see is blackness--

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You Are 24 Years Old

24 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

This year I turn 42, so I guess making this a palindrome is kind of appropriate : )

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Your Linguistic Profile:

70% General American English

15% Upper Midwestern

10% Yankee

5% Dixie

0% Midwestern

What can I say? No vore stories yet because I SUCK. Well, to use non-self-esteem-destorying terms, the problem is this: 1) the stress makes it difficult for me to do much actual creative thinking, tho it takes me only SECONDS to come up with an entire snake-eats-a-woman-alive scenario, complete with actual plot (that most people skip over to get to the vore part), and b) I am on a LOT of chronic pain meds, and a TON of anti-depressants (tho we had to lower the dosage on one because of urinary disfunction- DON'T ASK) and it makes it very difficut to concentrate and very difficult to think well enough to line the sentences up so they make sense.

So I beg your mercy and indulgences and I will be back soon when I can, promise!

Anne

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I Am Not Dead. Remember that, I am not dead. i FEEL like it. I have had so much happening- Rudy in-and-iut of the hospital again with almost THIRTY pounds of water weight in his LUNGS and LIVER... joining the LDS church- baptised and confirmed, for all you LDSers out there- what DOES the Holy Ghost feel about vore, anyway? Uh Oh.

And now I also know the true pain of being a parent. Earlier today I shut the front door of the house on the last digit of my daughter's (she's almost 3 now) ring finger. Lacerated the flesh down to the bone, broke the bone in two, and almost completely seperated the fingernail. Blood everywhere, much crying, to the hospital, the sedation and surgery, now she has and is on pain meds and has antibiotics and had a finger splint and everything. I almost lost 30 pounds in water weight myself I couldn't stop crying because of what I did to my daughter.

She forgave me though and that made me cry harder.

I love you all and I'm sorry I haen't been around much but my life has been HELL still, though some of it is good hell (the baptism and confirmation). Baraka Bashad.

Anne

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