Anne2Snakie

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Rudy is back in the hospital. His I.N.R. (blood thickness)was 6.2 and it's supposed to be between 3 and 3.5. And the doc told me that any time your I.N.R. is 6 or above, there is a significant risk of a bleed in the brain, the gut, the muscle, etc etc etc.

Rudy has a bleed in his abdomen, about two cups of blood built up before this was caught. Now he is in HORRIBLE pain, is on a heparin drip AND getting vitamin K (one thins the blood, the other thickens it).

Man.

Anne

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I am losing my mind. I lost connection while trying to publish my last post and so my post was lost. Fuckers. I am writing again but Rudy is still in physical rehab. Coming home soon, we hope.

Follow my site, read my stories, eat more ice cream. And try to use the word "cunt" at least once a day, but ONLY in a good way, never denigrating. Cheers.

Anne

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Not my BIRTHDAY birthday, but my soberiety birthday. I have been sober for FIVE YEARS now! Although at times (especially during the past year and a half) it's been HARD to stay sober.

The bad news is I haven't stayed "clean". I an an addictive personality. As such, I abuse any pain meds I happen to get. I take them for pain, of course. I just take also take them for NOT pain. Or take more than I should for the particular pain. So I can get that Nnarcotic high", or "euphoria". I have even abused (in small amounts- I am NOT a cunt about this) some of Rudy's pain meds while he's been hospitalised at various times.

So I guess, in ways, I haven't really been sober at all, have I? I AM a recovering alcoholic, luckily, not just a dry drunk like our President. So that's good. Day by day. I can't say anything about tomorrow, but TODAY I will not drink. And repeat that every day. I should also say that about pills too.

Anne

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I got a speeding ticket today. Yay. Money we can't afford to pay. I had sorta forgotten I was driving at the time. Then, afterwards, I was in a very dangerous state of mind. While I was with Rudy, I was mentally very close to The Edge. There is a sheer cliff very close to me in my mind, and sometimes I walk very close to that sheer precipice. Today I could see the rocks at the base of the cliff.

We are trying to get Rudy into a rehab place. Should be there tomorrow, where he can get the rehab he needs to come home and live life as normally as he can now. We've been trying for about 2 weeks now and we are BOTH just exhausted mentally, emotionally, intellectually, and spiritually.

I can barely keep my eyes open. At ANY time of the day while I am with Rudy in the hospital. And especially right now.

I am trying to be creative, have started two stories. One is a request, the other is an unbirthing story of my own devise. I have gotten farther on the unbrthing story, actually, tho I also have been working on settings for stories of late.

Anything to keep from thinking about what is REALLY happening in my life.

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